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Det heter Behind the Smile
Behind the smile is a hurt lonely girl
Hiding her feelings from the rest of the world
Behind the mask is her world messed up
Behind the smile is the pain that won’t stop
She cries inside, but noboddy knows
She cuts her self, but not so it shows
Who knows her, who sees her
Behind her wall
Who cares that she feels
So worthless and small
Behind the smile is a girl stumbeling in the darkness
With no hand to hold, stuck in her own emptyness
Behind the smile is a fragile soul
Waiting for something to make her whole
She hates herself, but nobody knows
She’s so scared from her past, but not so it shows
Who knows her, who sees her
Who feels her pain
Who sees all the tears
She has cried in vain
She desperatly tries to cover her pain
Let noboddy see all of her shame
She smiles and she laughs
To convinse she’s okay
But she alone knows the pain
behind the play
Everyday she feels it,
not a day goes by
without that aweful feeling
of dying inside
Behind the smile are the scars she’s had to pay
It seems as they will never go away
Behind the smile is a heart that is torn
Behind the mask is a girl that sometimes
Wishes she was never born
Who knows her, who sees her
Crying at night
Praying that one day,
it will be alright
Behind the mask are the feelings
that never shows
Behind the smile is a girl
Noboddy really knows
It's a fragile life 